Everyday I given for itself a task.

 Good day a family zoz, long time though about my letter to you ,  am done it, about my life shared, and peoples supported me, sent me 200 letters, thank you very much!

 In Voronezh from hand scumbags is our son dead, am cried, nobody supported me, am not had children's and grandchildren! But thanks to zoz am found my classmates, friends. A how is sharing right, is trouble come, thus open gates! On March 2009 am slipped and broken neck of hip by right leg, applied gypsum and begin a fight for life.  And on a time ,when are proverbs working as friends   knowing  in trouble.  My hubby not left me, closed stayed, and my neighbour Olga  visited me  , with my hubby together they are feed me with spoon , cleaned as rubbed my body against bedsores , changed sheets. Am lied,  not moved, just head worked . And after other peoples too visited me and supported. As my latest classmate found me and visited me, am true happy, and bow for theirs. A restore mine used for year, am true hark broken. And head worked with one hand, but am not surrender. Am had lots of experiences stayed at hospital for year. Am at home now, and months passed away, that am ability tearing off head from my pillow used special gadget to my sofa attaches vertically a board with rope. Am caught  by  healthy hand for this rope and slowly from a day to day are tearing  off head from my pillow and after a spine on 200 times/day. And sat me begun on 3-4 min, as applied pillows. Mattresses, stools, but am fallen.And,  when am lead my pulls-up on the rope till 300-350 times /day am ability sat on 5-6 min, as against lungs stagnation, they are for me surgeries am blowed children s balls on 100 and more times and sang a songs, after am self eaten learned. Much books read, tried stayed in all events for my village and country, somebody wrote me, called. Am happy and on a day, when  put me on crutches , am learned again walked, first days these walks are hard, but slowly habit, and given  task to walk are same metres/day, when am walked 650 metres with rests are in my rooms am removed one crutch. Hubby bough me wheelchair . Its has been my work place and resting place. Sat in wheelchair am rest, wrote, knitted begun.  A close with a wheelchair, a stool with my phone .After , I walked with stick in my rooms, am self ability serving , cooking meal, baking pies, cleaning my rooms. As on the   autumn stayed in my yard and walked to my mail boxes.As waited, when snow melting am will walk more. Am ,like again was born, and its  bad,that on a foot of right leg formed ulcer , used recipes by zoz and pharmacy remedies, but helping a little bit. And my mood is energy, life is keeping.  Am wrote my letter to you to support those,who entered in same situation, not worry, fight, despair , It's   not hard, but need to overcome itself. A better  remedy against bedsore is camphor oil, are grease problem parts with camphor oil, for me are rubbed every day  from cheeks and till heels.