Foodaholic's confession: every morning am cried ,when I looked in the mirror.

 Am never though, that a meal, which am eaten are entered in my harmful list, which will destroy my organism, and stressed me, and in which also are many problems having of family, home. All life am eaten, what I want, and peoples with allergy are wondered by me, and am never though, that to eat orange, strawberry, or honey spoon are avoided, but of true, these peoples through my friend are not had.

My relationships with a meal are simple and understand, am enjoy eating, and much more, but am training too, my trainer controlled a weight on my scales, as height minus 110 this a norm in skies. Am limited my appetite, parents are checked, but obesity in our family  never happened. And my weight just within 2 times/life showed 53 kg, and just on 2 pregnancies. Am understood later, this is in my meal s habit, which attacked on my childhood, but am eaten and all, what I want. And its importance am controlled portion sizes and difference of a holiday meal from a usual. And especially relations am endured with bread, and flour meal. All with bread we are not eaten, and at home to all flour we are applied very calm. Parents are very calmed for my gastronomic pleasures. Just something to eat , and my mum not baked cakes and cookies,that of poor time, but on holidays she cooked. My favourite waffles ,which we are both baked are real pleasure  for us , or pelemenis on the New year, just for me is family ritual , not a simple as meal. Am enjoyed cooked process with many positive emotions.

And on the teenager age, am use my breakfast with sandwiches, cookies fresh,tea, but my skin true changed. She stayed red, non-healthy, ugly. And when am stopped eaten this meal, and all problems left me. And thus am stopped eaten bread. Just other problems are enough . But 4 years ago,when my daughter was born, my life true changed, just they are attacked me, I could not fight theirs, and doctors too not helped me. And on my daughter was birth a time, am worked on Tv and share stories in my show as am slimming. Very enjoy my work. Am worked, distance , on a free graphic. And managers are importance ,that show in at clinic with doctors too worked, and without failures, and am ability enjoying a happy as a mum ,without this process pause. Am though about and entered this graphic and baby s regime. Thus am often sat for my computer till a latest night, new shows checked and enjoyed  this night snacks of cookies, pies and tea with milk, but mums are true to understand this. Especially if you are baby feeding. And am true saturated and slept better, just tea with pie and good sleep is. Within year all happened ok, but later problem true attacked me. Problems begun, when you are theirs not waited, my skin true changed, and never this happened till this day, my skin true healthy, my friends asked me about this, am never visited cosmetologists, but on 13 y.old am true interested for apply creams, just true stopped  has been , and after 40 old this horror begun..

Am remembering this autumn, just my baby is one .y.old, we are returned from a holidays in Spain, my skin on the left cheek begun to red, like spreading spots, like of shame, am laughed. Never time is cold, and entered in my office from the cold, and friends asked about this, and am answered, just always my skin is red on the cold. And maybe this redness true bad, my friend since a childhood,today is a doctor, and am with  a poor time, staying with my baby,working  never looked in my mirror. And am bough new hypoallergy cream, found in bath a jar with oil, and though about this skin spreading will stop, and not seriously relationed to this...