Acceptance diagnosis: endless doubt.

 A most hard for me on gluten-free diet are endless doubt, as maybe my problems are not of gluten? Why am lived good and eaten all, as all, why after 40 y.old as prohibition begun  for what am enjoying. And  for the end and  acceptance and admit diagnosis am addressed to National Association as life without gluten.That is happened on summer 2020 year. And almost 4 years passed since my friend  from New York wrote to me :Remove gluten from ration and look on improves.

5 years for throws, doubts, sufferings, disappointments. Stop fill in head with these things!!  President for Association Irena Romanovskaja is true wondered, why you are not addressed to us,when problems with health has begun? Am very disappointing today, that am having celiacia, does the diagnosis on early childhood? Why a need to address in such community, which helps for patient with rare disease, but am true knew much interesting and new. And you can too meet with such association, which share Sankt-Petersburg community for celiacia Emilia, National association as life without gluten.And on theirs websites, pages in Internet are collected lots for benefit information ,which relieve your life and fast decide problems with health. And lots of messages am reading in my Instagram, and am same felt on a last years, as absolutely misunderstood, that is happening with yourself, about a how your friends, surrounding you are peoples taking attitude to you, and to your questions, is true long time to share, but a most often they are said to me as stop fill in head with this.. You are true tired, why macarons and bread you are stopped eaten , our grandfathers eaten all, and between these ridicules you are trying living with an own problems.  And what a need on this moment, is find right doctor, which helping in celiacia, answering on your questions, deciding problems and right diagnosis put, and to interpret ate results of our analyses and tests, and lists for the doctors am share soon,as a page on my blog.

And in my case happened?When 4 years ago my friend for a first time-shared ,that am having bad enduring gluten, am removed all gluten products and of course am felt better. And after showed and other problems, just not affected on a removed just protein from ration.Why? That within 40 years my organism very exhausted and poisoned,that displayed a problems and diseases accompanimenting, which are need in individually help, but am true never knew, but worried me just red and inflamed face. And later Am found a doctor,which done for me a diagnosis for my organism, such today a modern check up.Today lots of clinics are offering modern medical tests as of laboratory, functional, instrumental and functional diagnosis. And of course am enjoyed this tests and true helped. And he showed, that my organism reacts on meal, which need to remove from ration, but on a short time, not for an all life, am true checked. But nobody answered to me what I can eat and what avoid, and checked for my health, and more trusted for my intuition, orienting on experience for my friends , as living in other countries and having this problem, and am found information on English, and heard my feeling. But doctor, who prescribed and interpreted  on results for my tests and not specialized on problems in patients with celiacia and bad endure gluten. He prescribed me vitamins, micro elements, I  which am having deficit. And helped found a meal, which destroyed my organism. Am true thanks for him. Am felts recovering process and am restored too. And problem keeping here,as who need to avoid meal from ration, and which?For all life? And am never eat pastry meal, bread, pizza, milk drink, eggs eat, and maybe this is passing away, and am eating again, or organism cleaning, restoring bowel, and am eating again an all. And these questions asking an all patients,who enjoying eating a good and true hard avoiding these products , as which stayed a prohibited, but in my cases entering in ration prohibvited meal caused hard results. Returned problems and again,again. And am not understood ,why?And what I need to do with this?

And when am begun talked with patients from a community Life without gluten and doctors,which collaborated with patients and doing the best work with patients suffering from celiacia and bad gluten enduring am ability  received answers about it and understood what is happened with me, and why a very late on my 47 y.old put this diagnosis. And on this age am knew lots of new info, and all of my life am feeling celiac symptoms, ,y parents are never suspected, how this is true happened/ And how am ability lived out till 47 y.old and has been a birth are 2 daughters, and this is insidious disease and masking ability under a most unexpected symptoms.